1st LOVE SAMPAI SEKARANG??

Haa nk crita ni.. Ni lah 1st LOVE aku.. Smpai skrg melekat lagi.. Tapi tu lah.. Kejap gaduh.. Kejap ok.. Kejap gaduh.. Kejap ok balik.. Pelik kan budak ni sorg.. Lagi lah pelik kalau aku cakap kitaorang klau gduh.. Mmg tak bertegur smpai 2 3 4 5 6 bulan.. sebab apa?? Haa sebab ni lah.. Aku tggu dia cari aku.. Pastu dia pon tggu aku cari dia.. Sama2 mnunggu mmg la tak kemana gila!!! Tapi selalunya mmg dia lah yg cari aku balik.. Dia tak bole hdup klau tade aku.. Percaya lah mata dia tade wrna klau aku tak cntact dia sehari.. HAHAHA bodo kan.. So sekarang klau dia hilang lama2.. Aku dh tak tkut dah.. sbb dia mmg cari aku balik.. Tggu jela.. Kenangan paling best yg pernah wujud.. 1st date kteorg dh gaduh.. Best gila smpai aku berlari kejar2 dia.. Bodo kan?? Tapi apa nk kisah.. Aku sayang dia babi!!! 


Ermmm!!! Cakap punya cakap.. Satu benda je yg tak pernah kteorg bwt.. Dari strt kenal smpai lah sekarang.. Sekali pon tak pernah kteorg amik gmbar sama.. Dia ckp klau amik gmbar sama2.. Smua takn kekal.. Yeke?? Ntah lah.. Aku layan je otak dia.. HAHAHA I LOVE YOU BABI!!!

Ni lagu untuk kau sayang.. Aku tau lagu ni bosan.. Tapi klaulah ada bahasa yg lagi bgus dari lagu ni.. Pasti aku nyanyi untuk kau..

GOODBYE BLUE SKY

10,000 years ago in Mesopotamia.
New type of thinking was developed.
One that involved totalitarian agriculture.
And now...

Goodbye blue sky. 
Goodbye blue sky. 
Blue sky.. Goodbye... 


We have fallen asleep as people.
As animals on this planet!!! 
We are here to nuture our planet!!!
We are here to help garden this fucking place!!!
Not destroy it for god sakes!!! 


I am sick and tired of unequal globalism!!! 
I am sick and tired of fascism!!! 
I am sick and tired of this type of people!!!

RUANG-RUANG

Aku nk share dengan korang pmandangan bilik aku. Ni lah rupanya. Memang comot. Memang sempit. Memang gelap. Tapi apa nk buat?? Dah ni yg aku suka. Masa aku 80% tiap-tiap hari habis kat sini. Mkn, mnum, online, lepak, jaming, tdur, tgok tv.. Segala-galanya brlaku kat sini.. Segala pahit manis pon kat sini.. One day aku mst rindu pmandangan ni.. HAHAHA

  

Serabai kan?? Yeah yeah yeahs!!!

NO MORE

Stuck alone, heartbroken,isolated

Drowning in these tears, Endless sorrow

Bottle in one hands. A razor blade in the other...

Left in the cold. I speak in my imagination

Longging to hear your voice again

All that i've known has been Denied

Now i descend into this darkness....

WHY DO I KEEP HOLDING ON

TO SOMETHING THAT WAS NEVER REAL??

Tear me, this is UNFIXABLE

Something are meant to fade into obscurity

discarded memories.

I count the promises that

YOU HAVE BROKEN!!!

I'm stuck alone and now i bleeed

this enmptiness is killing me...

ANTARA YANG NAKAL

Ni Zul Azizi. org panggil Zizi. Kalau tngah geram dgn dia orang panggil GEMUK. Dia ni klau buat ape2 mst nk lebih. Tak kira la time mkn ke. Mnum ke. Isap rokok ke. Dia tetap nk yg lebih dr yg lain. Skrg dah jarang lepak dgn dia. dia blaja kt kuantan. Bila cuti panjang baru la dapat jumpa. Cepat2 la hbis blaja ye. Madah nk carry je tiap2 sem mmg la kau buat diploma 6 thun.. HAHAHA

Yang ni Amer Faeez.. Antara ramai2 dia yang paling hebat sebab memiliki dada yg menawan dan kepala yg besar. Time hangout mst dia yg byk mnarik prhatian org ramai. Lagi satu dia pembuat beger yg trhandal di suntec. Sebab tu lah kitaorg jarang lepak dgn dia. Jmpa pon smggu sekali. Tapi dia tetap yg terbaik.

Yang ni bdk2 beger. Bila mlm muncul. 3 org ni mst ada. Siang?? Susah sebab diaorg ni burung hantu. 

Yang kiri tu Aiqal. Dia ni pminat setia Man Kidal. Perangai dia aneh sikit. Dia suka beria-ria ajak orang karoke. Tapi bila dah smpai tmpat karoke. Dia tank nyanyi.. Just tgok je. Sebab dia lebih suka menonton dari  beraksi. HAHA

Yg tengah tu Norman Jamal. Orang pggl Black. dia pnas baran. Orang tak bole brgurau kasar dgn dia. NNT dapat bala. Tapi dia boleh brgurau kasar dgn org. Sebab dia buat apa yg dia suka. Beger yg slalu dia masak tak sedap!! Tapi aku suka beli.. HAHAHA

Yang muka mcm kaki pukul tu Ude. Aku dh kenal dia lebih lapan tahun.. Tapi smpai skrg tak tau apa nama betul dia. Sumpah dia ni pndai jaga rahsia smpai nama btul dia pun aku tak tahu. Muka dia mmg mcm bdk samseng. Tapi sbnarnya slah. Dia antara rakan yg selalu kene buli. Sekali pon dia tak prnah mrah klau kne buli. Hebat nafsu dia.

Haa ini lah jejaka hot. Nama dia Saiful Wong. Orang pggl Ijek. Dia ni poyo. Tapi kan dia ni pndai amik hati org. Klau org dh bngang dia. Nnt lama2 org mst cool blek dgn dia. Ayat apa dia guna aku pon tak tau. Dia gila album. Korg ckp je band apa. Smua album dia ada. Album BMTH bru kluar 3hari dia dah dpt dah full version. Gila ah pengkid!! HAHAHA

Aku cerita dari kiri ye. 1st Youth. Zaman kegemilangan dia hampir habis sbb dia skrg seorang askar. Sebab tu rmbut dia comel. Klau tak rmbut dia lah yg paling hebat time headbang..

2nd Abang Long. Kitaorg tak brape rpat so aku tak tahu nk crita apa psal dia..

Haa yg ni Sham tompol. Dia ni kaki mancing. Ape pun dia sggup buat asalkan dapat mancing. Sanggup tak tdur mlm then esk pg trus prgi krja smate-mate nk mncing punya psal.. Bgusla asalkan aktiviti sehat kan..

2 org lagi ni aku gabung jadi satu stanza je eah. Sebab dia 2 org ni dh mcm adik bradek. Dduk satu rmah. Tdur satu katil. Kerja pon satu tempat. Klau nk cari usup ni. Tak susah. Senang je. Cari la Pi'e. Then kalau nk cari Pi'e pulak. Cari je Usup. Mst ada punya sbb dia org ni tak bole brpisah. Klau brpisah aku rasa bumi ni trblah dua kott..

ANYWAY KORANG-KORANG NI LAH TETAP YANG TERBAIK DALAM PERJUANGAN REMAJA AKU. THANK KAWAN!!!

DIA ORANG NI LAH ANTARA YANG PALING RAPAT DENGAN AKU

Tau ni bila?? Ni time bulan puasa 2010. Bersemangat nak raya kononnya. Baru je tapi aku rasa rindu time ni.. Diaorg ni bukan jahat. Tapi nakal sangat. okay la satu kepala dengan aku..

Sebenarnya ada lagi. tapi gambar2 tu dah hilang sebab memory kne virus.. ape yg dapat je aku upload.. korang jgn kecik hati pulak kalau korong tade kat sini. ok??

MY AGE RUNNING WITH TIME.

Small,glistening, Shiny razors, slashing through my ribs.

The least of pleasure, achieved only in my darkest dreams.

I own a hundred of different dresses,

but I have worn only four of them pretty with rufles in places...pity some don't fit so well. I broke another teacup today, how easily they brake...

but what can I say?

There's always more to take. My hands are not as they were before. 

They are so weak and thin and cold. 

Sometimes I think I'm not strong enough to anwer the door.

My fragile youth...I am getting old.Everyone gets older, everyone dies. 

Why bother, Why live in lies?

The maggots will feast on my rotting insides. 

And what did they preach? that my body is a cage that my spirit hides. 

And shall I believe in which?

The pains in my torso are so severe but what did they say: "Shed not even a tear...your soul will fly and your body will fray." 

Preachers and priests,leave me alone away from your nonsense,leave me to roam. for I don't know when I'll be gone, for If die I die in my home. 

Here comes,a cough and some blood from my throat. it is about to end,pity,

I had so many things to do..It's not like I didn't try,but It's been a while since I fought.cinnamon,how I'd like some tea to brew.

I could be so many different beings...I could see so many fancinating things...

When I was child,I looked at that moment in fear..wondering what'll happen after.but now it's here....and all I can hear is my last gory laughter.